Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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sevennnn 05/24/2016

whent for the spect scan everything whent good but starting last night the music hallucination has gotten worse music starts playing when i go to bed even if im rolling over or going to the bathroom have been non stop even through the spect scan my children are worried first time i ever cried in front of them ever they want me to go to the hospital i told them i will wait it out i explained to them that the emergency room is not going to do nothing but they not trying to hear that what should i do i think the ipod head has finnally broke me

ThePepperMan 05/24/2016

How old are your children? Young children scare easily and it can be hard to comfort them with logic.

Is there any chance you can sleep in a chair? It sounds like part of the trigger for the music is for you to be lying down.

WanderingVet 05/24/2016

I think you are doing all the right things. You are right, ER will only 'keep you alive' and give you a huge bill. Work with your doctor ... and have faith. You are on a path to diagnosis ... which will be followed by treatment.

Hang on, ... you are making progress.

LuvMyTitans 05/25/2016

Hi sevennn,

I'm sorry you were going through that last night. Have you been able to talk to your doctor about it yet?

I hope you're feeling better and I'm glad that the spect scan went well.

Keep us posted.

Hugs~

LMT

survivor69 05/25/2016

U NEED A BIG HUG, GUY........................
A BIG HUG 4 U..............................
U R GOING THRU ROUGH TIMES BUT U WILL MAKE IT THRU IT.......
HOPE IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER........................
GBU
DRENA B
;-O

sevennnn 05/25/2016

thanks for the well wishes guys today things turned for the worst i got up today couldnt barely walk legs felt like dead weight had to walk with a kane i dont understand this im not depressed, suicidal anxiety is low but my body seems like its breaking down 7 months ago ii was a body builder 7 months later im like this i just dont get it they checked for ms nothing the music stops then it continue i dont know if im hearing voices or is its more own thoughts this is nuts i dont drink or do drugs im a health nut im trying too not checkmyself in trying to wait for the result of the spect scan i dont know how long ii can hold on before i check myself in i dont want to put anyone in danger shit man i dont know who iam anymore

LuvMyTitans 05/25/2016

Sevennnn... when do you get the results? This doesn't sound good at all obviously.. are these new symptoms you haven't experienced before?

I'm worried about you. If things continue to get worse, please please go to the ER. :(

Huge hugs~

sevennnn 05/25/2016

yes new symptoms its getting worse im trying to bear it out the er is going to turn me around yeah its getting bad dont no when the results coming in barely functioning im going to try to sleep this off but if it continues im going to keep ya posted

LuvMyTitans 05/25/2016

ok..

Please try to sleep and keep us posted tomorrow.

(((((((((((( hugs ))))))))))))

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