Aww honey, of course you've changes; we all change as we grow and as we become adults we start to understand things in a more complex way.

Maybe that's why you are discovering that expressing your feelings is MUCH healthier than holding everything in. Do you have a therapist to talk to?

If she is a good friend she will help you and it is good to let things out instead of keeping them locked in. so your friend needs to understand and help you when you have a problem.

yea ihave a therapist, ill see her next wedneday and usually by the time i see her i forget about how i was feeling before so we dont talk about it, idk im just in this place right now that i hate being in...thanks for understanding

(((((((((big hugs)))))))))) sweetie.

We all change as we mature. Maybe that is how she sees you, .. but she is also probably not seeing the WHOLE picture.

Don't worry too much about what people say. Talk to us about how YOU feel. Then we can offer some better support.

BOOBOOKITTY IS RIGHT, WE ALL CHANGE AS WE GET OLDER. YOU ARE NOT BROKEN AND YOU WILL GET THROUGH ALL OF THIS. HANG IN THERE.

thank u guys alot! im feeling better, u guys are the best i love this site

sometimes i just wish i could go back to holding everything in that way thers no problemms

Oh sweetie, don't beat yourself up about it. Of course you have changed, everyone changes and in 4 years, yeah you're going to be different. And it may not necessarily be that you can't handle as much anymore but that your problems have either gotten bigger or you are more open about them with your friends than you were before.

Either way, you're going to be alright. High school is a hard time in life, especially if you have a lot going on. So just hang in there and cut yourself some slack. Come talk to us if you need to.

HUGS

Problems are things we have the opportunity to solve. They keep us busy. When we solve them, our lives are better. Keeping them in and hidden = living with problems. Solving them is one of the roads to happiness.

thanks so much!!
im calming down a little, this i exploded everything how i was sexually abused, my SI, how i wish to die, its just my fam is annoyed their annoyed with my therapy even tho they never come unless he request it...idk anymore

*HUGS*

Everyone has their breaking point......if you need to talk i'm here.....you can heal though ...that's the upside....Love Faith

Hugs u guys!!!!!
xox