Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Rascimo 04/20/2017

Right now only thing that is keeping me going is my dog. I also have a cat and a bird. But they aren't with me right now. My dog is actually a service dog. He helps me a lot.

But lately he isn't even enough. My heart is hurting so bad. If I knew what it was about I could fix it. But I have no clue.

Right now I honestly really want to die. Only reason I haven't is because it would hurt my parents and boyfriend. But it's getting harder to hold onto that.

I'm scared to let dad know how old my boyfriend is. Because he is 21 yrs older then me. I'm 35 and he is 56.

I've never been so happy as I am when I am with him. I love him. We've only been on one date. But I had surgery shortly afterwards. I have known him a little over 3 yrs

sharaninmd 04/20/2017

I am sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult time. I understand that you are afraid of what your Dad my think or say about your boyfriend, but, you are an adult now and it is your decision who you want to be with and who makes you happy. You may want to go on a few more dates before you say anything to your Dad. From what you have said it sounds like you are having some depression. You may want to talk to a professional doctor like a psychiatrist who can make a proper diagnosis.. The doctor may or may not recommend medication and/or talk therapy. The therapist can help determine the underlying issues causing the depression. Talking is the best therapy. Continue to talk with us on this site. We are all here to listen. You can message me anytime. Feel better.

pandora77 04/20/2017

My heart goes out to you. When my depression was at it's worst, I felt the same way about my dog. She's really attached to me because I feed her and walk her.

I hope you can figure out what's causing your depression so you can alleviate some of your pain. I agree with what the other reply said about talking to a professional doctor and getting diagnosed. That helps get you on a treatment plan.

Suicide isn't worth it. You have a boyfriend and family who love you very much, as well as your dog. They all need you.

Thanks for sharing your story. I hope you feel better soon.

Rascimo 04/20/2017

Thanks all. I do see a psychiatrist. And I am diagnosed with depression schizophrenia anxiety. And ptsd.

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