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hi am so mad iv go bad anxiety panic cant go out on my own am scared of everythink and everyone iv been my doctors on and off every week to get help as am scared iv been on all kinds of meds and stop taking them as they make me to ill i want to kill people when i take them this week i phoned my doctor i thought i was losing my mind i want to die he told me to stick to the tablets i told him there making my think mad things i wanted to kill myself he said just stick to them i stopped them as i cant take nomore they was making me worst then my sister phoned the doctor and told him i need help he said he cant help phone the crisis team at the hospital witch we did they told use to call the doctor back and tell him to call them so we did the doctor said no so my sister said come to the doctors hes got to help you when we was there he said hes not given me nomore tablets as iv tryed them all well i know i havent hes a lier i was crying i told him would he take the tablets if they was making him worst he told me he cant help me noone can witch am thinking is he right my sister asked him to send me the anxiety group to help me he said i have to do it myself then my sister told him he cant leave me like this so he give me traztone and told us to leave he give me 150 tablets if i wanted to kill myself he would of done the job with them am i wrong or him should i just get my head to gether and stop this crazyness am scared to take the tablets now as he dont want to see me for 4 weeks i go on hoilday next week with my kids i dont want to feel worst then i am please any advice whot should i do
You say you stopped taking all medications. You say they make you too ill. They make you homicidal. Well, you have the right to make that decision. If you truly believe the medications do all that to you, then stop taking them, as you have done.
If I understand what you said, you have 150 tablets of Trazodone. That medication should calm you down, .. and not make you "ill" as you said the other medications did. I think you should take the Trazodone the doctor gave you, .. but to NOT take more than the dose he gave you!!!!! There is no antidote for Trazodone, .. so take exactly what he said to. You should be feeling better. Take it with food. You should start feeling better within hours. Do NOT take it with OTHER medications unless your doctor says so.
The Trazodone should calm you down without causing problems. Stay on it for the 4 weeks until you see your doctor again.
Start the Trazodone now if you have not already, .. and you should be able to be ok for holiday and the time for you to see your doctor.