I'm miserable.. my mom passed away in 98 when I was 6.. her 59th birthday would have been on the 29th, and it breaks my heart I haven't been able to get myself over to the cemetery in over almost 2 years.. my fibromyalgia really holds me back from the hour drive.. sometimes it hits me so hard that she's gone.. even 14 years later. Growing up, I was abused by my first stepmom and abandoned at 18 by my second, as well as my father. With my physical issues worsening, I've been leaning more towards my husband for love and support.. which he gives little to none. Sometimes I feel like he's fed up with my BS and doesn't want me anymore. All I want is love.. I don't know why its so hard, especially when I give so much, and he sees me cry for it. I know this sounds like a huge rant session, but I was wondering if anyone else has a similar problem so I don't feel so alone :(
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