I feel like I'm miserable in every aspect of my life. I literally say to my friends "I'm done" and it's not even a big deal. It's like they dont understand or dont care I'm not sure. Then at work it's the same constant routine of either fucking up or doing good and going unnoticed. Then the tipping point, my dating life. I was talking to a guy and he said he was going thru something mentally, so me of course, dealing with mental health issues myself, let him have his space. 1 week later I volunteer at a festival and I see him there with a girl. So much for him needing "time to work out his mental health". Then my home life, my home is empty. I dont have roommates or nothing so i have no one to come home to, to tell my day to or vent or anything. I've been so depressed lately my house is a mess. Insanely. I just dont have the energy to do it. I'm so miserable and tired. I'm waiting and waiting and waiting for the universe to give me a sign but it never  comes. When is it going to be my time to be happy? Who has the pin in my voodoo doll? Why do bad people get to live happily ever after and I'm left in the dust. No one cares.