sitting here and i hear that song- "It must have been love " by roxette - made me think of matt- the last time i heard that song- was when we were breaking up- i stroked his hair and said i love you- and cried through the whole song- and then he just looked at me with tears in his eyes and said i'm sorry i can't love u the way u love me and do u want a cig- it helps with the stress.. Men ! i will never understand them ! and now i can't write anyone a message to ask for advice so gotta use this til my account works again ! the tears are flowing and i feel like i'm going under again- help me ! does anyone else feel this way or am i all alone out there ! he was my everything and i know its wrong to still love him- but i do ! why do i love him so- i'll never know i guess= but i hurt so bad right now - wish someone or something could make this pain go away !
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