Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I thought about a guy that I really liked, was sort of in love with him. Thought about him all the time. Was glad that I had met him and was thinking we could be friends. Later when I saw him he just looked at me with this look of hate on his face. I thought it rather odd as we seemed to have connected. I cried a lot, but then later figured it was lucky, perhaps I had a big favor just done for me. Maybe I just had the best thing happen to me.
But, it is not reality. It may have helped us to escape a hurtful situation, or put some excitement into a time where we needed it..
It may have served a purpose. Except it for what it is. Thank goodness you did not pursue this guy. It could have been very awkward and embarrassing.
Red flag was there and you saw things for what they are, that is a good thing. Just say it was fun while it lasted and go and find a real guy that you can love. You have a dream guy in mind. The best to you in finding him.