Ive been trying to type but all I can say is its been pretty hard. Im pretty sad alot and cant sleep alot. Ive been sober for about almost 3 weeks tommorow will be 3 :)....Its been hard...well really hard because this has been the longest Ive been sober in years. I rember the happiest was when I was with my Ex girl. I mean that feelinmg of happyness and love...knowing that someone cared....was pretty good....but after years of doing drugs and always on something.. I m always nervous, shy, and have really bad anxiety. I was never like this before..Im scared its never going to go away to...and Its only going to get worse...Its hard for me to do anything anymore becuase being sober is new to me...I started doing drugs when I was 15 and now Im 20. I still dont know what I wanna do with my life...I really just dont know what to do...
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