I have been losing the will to live again. Life is getting so hard to face each day. I wake up every day and ask why do I have to be here. I hate my life but have to stay here because I have 2 kids. It is getting hard to keep even that important to me. I don't have any one in my life that understands. I try to read books to help myself but have a hard time consecrating. Just like now the words just don't come out to express myself. I don't know where to turn any more. I just don't know what to do any more.
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