Depression Support Group
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For the past 6 years of my life, i’ve been battling depression, suicidal thoughts, and self harm; however, when i met my sparkle, she instantly made me smile more and brought happiness back into my life. We weren’t super close, but she still meant everything to me. On Wednesday, October 18, 2017, my beautiful, shining sparkle committed suicide, leaving everyone behind. I’m spiraling back down. I know I shouldn’t count on her for happiness, and I’m really not, but i just miss her so much. I feel like i should just go join her now. I don’t have any reason to be here
I am sure you did not want her to commit suicide ... and I am sure she would not want you to either. I can easily assume she wants you to life your life with a good degree of happiness and peace.
Well, .. as you have found out, .. happiness coming from other than yourself can easily be lost. I hope, in time, you can find love for yourself so that you have some to give to others, then GET some from others.
I know of nothing but time to heal such grief. Meanwhile, learn about happiness and where it comes from. Lots of information on that on the Internet.
Again, my condolences.