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I am going fucking INSANE! I am graduating in April which, exciting as it is, scares the fuck out of me and the time is fast approaching when I need to find a real job - my first "real" job.. and it is stressing me out. I am in the middle of midterms. I've not been having a particularly good semester so far. I am financially strapped, as fucking always. I haven't had sex in 6 god forsaken months. And my cousin moved here a freaking month ago from france and still hasn't found a job or made any of his own friends and much as I love the kid to bits, he is driving me fucking insane. I can't go out with my friends without him wanting to come along. He's stubborn and the most fucking annoying person to have around when you're stressed out because he has never experienced stress for one little moment of his life. He is living with me and my roommates and despite the fact that he is home all fucking day every day he hasn't once cleaned anything without being asked, with the exception of dishes and a quick kitchen wipe here and there. I'm on my period to top it off and it is the most painful one I have had in a long time. I feel like I have to be responsibly for and to so many fucking people at this point in my life, but no one has any responsibility to or for me. I am going insane. I am stretched too fucking thin and I am about to break! The worst part is there is not a fucking thing I can do to lighten the load.
Thank god snowboarding season starts this weekend - opening day is Friday - and that is what I will spend Friday and Sunday doing. That should help to get rid of some of the stress. But what I need more than anything else right now is a good, solid fuck. Unfortunately, it's just not happening. And it's not for lack of looking.
Here's to shooting myself in the fucking face.
Thank god snowboarding season starts this weekend - opening day is Friday - and that is what I will spend Friday and Sunday doing. That should help to get rid of some of the stress. But what I need more than anything else right now is a good, solid fuck. Unfortunately, it's just not happening. And it's not for lack of looking.
Here's to shooting myself in the fucking face.
Kick your cousin out, buy advil with my emergency $10.00 that somebody gave me in another thread called "what would you do with $10.00" have a ton of fun snowboarding, and when your period is over, go find a safe friend with benefits. Be safe.
Hugs.
and bridget ur back! cool
as far as your cousin, leave him/her a note to do or get out. It is your place. hugs to you
on his head, upside down in the snow.
But, alas, it is your vent, so, you're right. It would be wrong to ask him to leave.
But Mayybeee you could strap a bottle of white vinegar around him and put a roll of paper towels in his arm. White vinegar, on a budget, will clean everything.
Wednesday my car got smashed in while parked out front of my house and it left my headlight smashed, my bumper mangled and my front tire popped.
AND I'm no longer going snowboarding tomorrow because only 3 runs are open and they are all green, only half covered, and only 1 lift is open. So it's not worth going up there for.
Hang in there with your grades. You still have lots of time left to bring up any grades you may be worried about.
Being on your period is probably making everything seem magnified right now. In terms of , um, getting "fucked"....I guess I cannot comment on that one...unless maybe your cousin can manage to make a few good looking friends that he can bring home.. :P
Hope things get better soon hon. Have fun on the slopes, but remember, no broken bones!!!!