I feel you and understand what you mean. I too feel lonley a lot. Surround yourself with people who love and care for you. Don't put effort into people who don't return it, you don't deserve that.

I belive in you ♡

Thank you! It's so nice to know that people are here for me because they know what it's like! Thank you so much! ❤️️

I think its time to get artistic, buy some paints, buy some clay or pencils start making things, when you make things it does wonders for your soul and brain. Enroll in some art classes if you can! Art is very therapeutic and fun!

A lot of women are raised to give, give, give till they're sucked dry and exhausted and distraught - and then they get hurt when they get nothing back.

It's a disempowering way to raise us, and is quite common for religious societies. give give give, suffer suffer suffer, weep alone because nobody's doing it back.

You have to break this cycle. That means stop giving. Yep. That's the one.

From now on, be neutral. Be even. Be autonomous. Don't give anything you don't have spare. Don't take either. Or at least, don't take unless you are able to reciprocate.

Energy is finite. If you give away all your energy you will have none left for you - and you need energy for you. So become more pragmatic about it. Don't throw it around. Hang onto what you need to stay on an even keel, and only give away, if you CHOOSE to do so, the energy you have over and above this. Don't go into deficit for other people. they don't need it, they don't want it, and they won't reciprocate.

Thank you all so much!