From as far back as i can remeber i was picked from 1st grade. It happened so much that i was told if i didnt defend myself then i would get my ass busted. 4th grade i starting Golden Glove Boxing and martial arts as well. By 7th and 8th grade i was fighting after school for money. I made it far in boxing and to second degree black belt as well on the other. After being bullied so much that when i was winning all these fights and spars it was feeling good to the point that i loved fighting. Well it made me a monster growing up cause with money out my ass and addiction it didnt go well. most my childhood from baby on up to like 7 or 8 i dont and cant remember. IDK why but i cant remeber anything at all sometimes. Maybe all thehead injures.i didnt have a mom growing up either. But i loved fighting more than anything but never just beat up on someone unless i touched first or if it was a paid fight. Honestly i miss those days. But when i hit 19 i lost everything i worked for and fought for. and then at 21/22ish is when i finally stoped useing.Over the years ive been robbed, jumped as in beat up by multiple people at once and in and out of juvinile. Then the fights and wrecks made a big inpack on me. well after getting clean i got sent to prison for the first time. I was scared but when i got there i personally had no problems. Never joined a gang but was well protected by one of the highest G's that was there just cause he heard about me and i saved his sons ass one time at a club. So i went there with no tats on my fae other than a tear drop and came out with 5 on my face lol. I even fought there for money as well. A few times maybe 3 or 4. When i got out my life was fucked.... Probation, mental problem was way worse than before and i had grown a fear out a lot things and thanks to my messed up mental health i lost everything but gained a few things. I still have my life, i been clean for 5/6yrs, ive overcome alot and took alot out of my life as in the wrong people, fighting , lots of money , any one who knew me as the fighter or money man not real nicknames just examples. but you the pic. Ill still throw my hands dont get me wrong only if i have to only if i threatened. So the point of this is, is no matter how bad your past can be or how people thought of you it all can change. People dont even remember anymore which is kinda a good thing. SO YEA NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WHAT YOUR DOING NO MATTER WHAT YOU CAN CHANGE AND EVEN LOSE YOUR OLD SELF FOR GOOD. THEN YOU FIND PLACES LIKE THIS AND MEET GREAT PEOPLE AND CAN GET THINGS OFF THAT YOU REALLY CANT TO ANYONE ELSE NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID EVERYONE ARE FUCK UPS NOT ONE PERSON ON THIS EARTH CAN LIVE A PERFECT LIFE WITH NO FLAWS AND THIS IS THE WAY GOD MADE ME AND YOU. WE ARE PUT THROUGH HELL BUT YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER WE WILL NEVER BE PUT THROUGH ANYTHING THAT WE CANT HANDLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!      IF I CAN MAKE IT THIS FAR WITH EVERYTHING IVE DONE , GONE THRU AND MADE THRU THEN EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU GUYS CAN AS WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1