Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I haven't been here in a while, but I am at my lowest point right now. I'm exhausted with life, myself, and with just living. I don't see how I even go on anymore. It's not worth it to me to keep fighting to live, when results of my life don't change. I'm always facing something bad. Never anything good. It will not get better. It has ben downhill for so long. Years. I can't take it anymore and I am slowly, actually quickly losing my grip. I just want this ride to be over. It's never ending for me. Nothing I can do. I am losing my life. But, I have not family, my family felt it was best that they distance themselves from me, make me go through hell, and that's fine, I'm over it because I have so much that I'm going through myself. I can barely deal with anything anymore. I don't feel I should be here. My life is meaningless, I am worthless and I just want out.
I know the feeling, once I've faced something bad something worse along seems to come along, but you have to fight Depression, you can't let it win, ever.
Your family doesn't matter. If they don't want to be around you then that is their problem. They aren't worth being around if they are going to be that way anyway.