So like last year I fell for this guy, and he left unannounced, of course the connection was there and we both felt it . And now he recently came back in June , so then I did infact you know hit him up again and we started talking and everything was well. So now am panicking and crying like an idiot here because he hasn't been online for 3days now and I'm scared he won't come back again like the last time . And I really am inlove with him . He has the ability to make me happy . He gives me hope .3days, 3days and am panicking , I feel like he is the only one who can always make things better and if he doesn't come back last time suicide will be an option again . If he won't love me and reject me like the others then no one will ever love me and there is no point in me even trying to live or make it in life .
I’m sick of having this dark cloud over me all the time (as I’m sure you all can relate to as well). It’s just not fair. Why can some people feel joy, or any emotion really, and all I can feel is numb, but with an underlying darkness? And I feel like a burden to the joyful people. They’re getting things done all around me and I’m just barely existing, taking up space, in their way. I...
i have a question has anyone tried TMS for depression. If you have or know anyone that has did it work. Thanks for the info greatly appreciated.