I just realized that I am on the downward spiral again. I do not know what has set it off this time, but I just can't seem to keep my mouth shut and keep sticking my foot in my mouth. I feel like I am the biggest social dork around and all that I was is extremely stupid. I feel very awquard around people. I feel like I am stuck in my marriage that is not healthy and my children are learning how to have a really bad marriage and there is not a thing that I can do about it. I don't want to hit bottom again!!! I am tired of the roller coaster ride and I just want off of it.
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