Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

A common psychiatric disorder that is characterized by a persistent lowering of mood, loss of interest in usual activities, and a diminished ability to experience pleasure.
From your profile, I would say depression is certainly involved, in your case.