You are not nothing, you are suffering from a disease called depression. I personally think it is a chemical imbalance in our brain. Have you seen a doctor?

Recluse, you have been suffering for so long and you have been crying out for as long as I can remember. Please believe these words that i have posted before in my status.

You are you
You are not a condition
a disorder
or an illness
You are a wonderful creation and you were given this life for a purpose.

I know you don't feel that way right now because the depression has taken a hold of you. The devil is loving it because that is what he does. Are you seeing a therapist yet? Please don't stop posting when you get this bad. I notice that when you post, you start feeling a little better because you realize how many people care about you! Hugs GB

this is depression talking .....are you seeing a doctor .....if not you need to be ... And all that has ever hurt you has to come out every last bit of it ......you can't fight this alone no one can ........I have read your words often there is a good soul in there I feel it ....I also feel you are far away ...I am so very happy that you continue to come here .....that through it all you continue to hold on you have more strength than you think ....try to just live one day at a time and tomorrow is always a new day and you are not allowed to put your self down for what you yesterday it is passed. .....when I read what you rite it pulls me in you pull me in I don't know if I am making my self clear .....you are far from nothing ....I will keep you in my prayers .....god bless

You're not alone AT ALL. I've lost a lot of weight due to depression because there are times where I just don't want to eat. Some days I can barely get out of bed, and have to skip college because I can't face coming out from under the covers and having to see or talk to anyone.
If you haven't already, I'd recommend you go to visit a therapist/your GP as they WILL be able to help you, even if its only a little bit of help at first. You don't have to feel like this forever. The first step is always the scariest, but its worth it just to be able to get out of bed in the morning, eat something, or just have a day which isn't completely dark.
Good luck X