Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Somedays are more bearable than others. I'm sure I'm not alone in this. Although lately I rarely have a day where my thoughts don't drift for the need for peace. I just want to lay down and never wake up.
I've thought, I realize that if I ever was successful in my suicide attempts my family would be angry with me. I don't like people to be angry w/ me in life so do I really want them to be angry with me in death too!!! So instead I've wished for a car accident or someone just to come along and murder me.... You know. UGGGHHH!!!! This sounds so wrong when I look at these words. I can't believe they are my thoughts.
I just want to feel like my life really matters. To see the purpose and bigger picture and to never have these thoughts/feelings again.
Thanks for letting me just get it out of my head and maybe I can move on.
I've thought, I realize that if I ever was successful in my suicide attempts my family would be angry with me. I don't like people to be angry w/ me in life so do I really want them to be angry with me in death too!!! So instead I've wished for a car accident or someone just to come along and murder me.... You know. UGGGHHH!!!! This sounds so wrong when I look at these words. I can't believe they are my thoughts.
I just want to feel like my life really matters. To see the purpose and bigger picture and to never have these thoughts/feelings again.
Thanks for letting me just get it out of my head and maybe I can move on.
Tom B. aka Ihman
Today i am coping better & feeling the best i have in YEARS!!!!
Hang in there, things can get better, i am living proof of that *emphist(sp) on living*
love to you
Cathy