I used to have social anxiety, but it went away somehow. Maybe because I strived to be the person I wanted to be? Maybe because I seemed to be the only person who practiced logic.

I think you're overthinking this, and I highly doubt that anyone pays attention to you, or thinks they should pay attention to you. I learned something called "grounding", which means to focus on something so small that you become realll stupid, to the point where anxiety and psychosis fade away. There are a lot of other exercises out there. Does anyone know any?

When that happens to me, I have to get my confidence and hope back, which can be difficult cause you can be so depressed and not care or think it's worth it etc, but eventually it pulls me out of it somewhat which is better than nothing. Then I start feeling kinda back to normal, you have to shake it off, works for me.

Hello
you know there is only one true answer to your problemes and all problemes if you let him
I want you to try something close your eyes and focuse on God his may take a little pratice but it works if you want it to
close yor eye now picture Jesus there in you vision do say anything but ask him to help you forgive the things you done wrong and as the things come back to you ask forgivness not thu you but thru Jesus
and as you do tis your feelings wil start to o away maybe not all right away but little at atie and soon yor problem will stop this I promise you
all things are possiable thought God and just asking
it works it has worked for me
your friend in jesus