Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Junetwentyseventh 01/29/2018

I think I’m ready to end this on going battle I have with myself. I have nothing to loose. Nothing goes right for me and nothing ever will. I’m so hopeless & useless in this world. I just want all this pain and suffering to stop... Why does God allow me to suffer so much? I’m so tired of the silent cries at night, I’m tired of feeling alone, I’m tired of being here. I don’t even see I was brought in this world in the first place

Help_me_Jesus 01/29/2018

I "hear" your pain. I too have no idea what the hell is going on. I pray every day, sometimes not even for healing but just for answers. I get nothing. It makes it hard to believe in God. I feel like I don't understand anything. What is the purpose of me being here if I can't help anyone...if all I do is suffer and "use" people? All I know is that we ARE here. I still choose to trust God, believing He has a purpose and His plan is much greater. I'm reading a book called COME BE MY LIGHT, it's about the life of Mother Teresa...and the unknown darkness that she experienced in her life. It is really beautiful to see that even a saint like her, had her doubts. Please TRY and keep your mind off of doing the 'unthinkable'. Keep expressing yourself. Do things that make sense to you. For example, I pray by writing in my journal every night. It's not common prayers, most of it is simply stating how I feel, my own pitiful attempt to put the pieces of my life together. Eat food. Sleep. Shower. I believe we can get through this...wherever it is we are going. I hope I made some kind of sense. You are in my prayers. Message me please if you feel like you'd like to talk.
Blessings and a hug,
Carina

angel1313 01/29/2018

You can also message me anytime you are not alone there is light at the end of the tunnel then u see a huge rainbow.
***Blessings***
……….(¯`v´¯ )
…….…..`•.¸.•´ Angel

nancy6464 01/29/2018

(((June))) I am so sorry that you are in so much pain. we are here with you.
you are not alone.

I know sometimes it feels like its never been anything but pain and you can't imagine it ever changing. but it can change.

please call your counselor or doctor, or a suicide hotline and hear a human voice if you continue to feel like you are ready to end your battle.

triple hugs

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