Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
so i got into an argument with my older brother which led to a physical altercation..needless to say he won that one. fucking asshole, but i'm not even mad at him, i'm more made at myself for being so weak. Even tho everybody was angrier at him i know that the true loser is always me. the world is tryna let me know who the gargbage can on earth is. this is just an example of what's gonna happen to me in this life. i'm gonna get my ass kicked everytime and you know what? i honestly don't want to deal with it. They all see me for what i am or atleast they will see me for what i am a weakling, a coward, a dumbass and i just cant handle it..i feel so little right now and that's the way i should feel right? can't go against what God or earth or whoever the hell has planned for me, damn i just want to disapear right now and reappear as a new man.
i'm an embarassment that nobody wants..ahhh to hell with me
i'm an embarassment that nobody wants..ahhh to hell with me
Hope you find some support here!
Negative thinking is hard to shake but you can start if you're willing to try. Mb by counseling or staying away from people who are bad for you. Just by working on dealing with whatever you feel are the biggest problems in your life. For me it was working in a bar, so eventually I got an office job. Still depressed, but better.
But, you are a valuable person, don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
So, perhaps, there is hope that you can create a life where you can have the last laugh or even get along down the line, with your family. But at least have the choice to change your circumstances rather than it being gods plan.