Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

Motivation is a bucket. it gets empty and if there's a hole in it it can't refill. It's not personal when it's empty; it's situational.
I am sorry you are going through this, but do try not to make it any worse, and do try to think outside the box. Your life is what you make it, and you have a lot of years ahead. You don't have to live this life, you can live another life. You can walk out the door and never come back, and not feel sorry you did it for one single day.