Thank you for sharing. Hold on to that fear of death. It is in us to help us fight on. It does take great courage in seeking help. Thank you for that. A good Counselor can help with even a reference to a good Doctor for medication, if needs. You are more than worth the effort. You are in my prayers. Thank you.

Dying is a scary thought. It always helps me think of things like...if I die now, I'll never travel to Europe like I want to. I can never pet my cat again. I'll never see the sun again. I'll never feel accomplished again because I gave up. Giving up, or wanting to, really seems like the best opinion sometimes. But then I realize that if I do...I'll never be able to do the things I love. It helps me keep myself in check, and rebound back into life again. I hope this helps.

I know exactly how you feel. It’s very apparent that no one would care if i died tonight, but I’m scared of dying. My husband doesn’t even care if I am here or not. Medication works for a few hours, and the reality sits in. I am started to pray, but ended up asking for God to call me home. I feel like im all alone in this world and it will never get any better.

ik how u feel i wanna die too but without pain or what will happen next.. what if i live but i was really trying to die. i hate seeing other people in pain. if i could take ur pain and hold it for u i would. if u need to talk message me. ill get back to u as soon as i can! and if u have a instagram dm me @morgxel i promise i will message u faster on there.

Plain and simple: Don.t do it. You are thinking about taking the easy way out. Wouldn't you rather see what is on the next page of the book? What if the next chapter was really good and you missed out on it? No one else can "make" you not kill yourself. You are the only one in control of how you want to deal with life. I don't know what to say, I am a fighter and I can't imagine giving up (I've had many a reason to ). Please rethink your outlook and get some outside help. Thinking of you.