You are important to me.
Your life is so valuable! I have felt that way before, so please trust me when I say things can change, even though it feels like they NEVER will. Please contact a text, chat or phone help line (http://www.nowmattersnow.org/help-line), tell someone you love, go to an emergency room, call 911, you are so much more valuable than this monster you’re fighting. Please power through. It would be so awful if anything happened to you. The only thing that kept me here was my faith and those around me. Please don’t give up! I know that’s a lot to ask but you Have been brave so far making it til now please try to ride the wave because eventually your feelings won’t be this bad and you might feel like it’s worth fighting again.
You may message or friend me if you want, but ultimately please seek help from a trained individual, whether that be through a help line or whatever works best for you. (741741 is a great text line if you live in the US and I believe it’s anonymous)

Hi, I feel where you are coming from, trust me! I am going through something similar myself at the moment but I have come to realize that it will get better! You are loved and you are not alone! Don’t give up because your life is precious and everyday is a new day to pull yourself out of the darkness that is clouding you right now! Coming on here and venting has helped because it’s hard to talk to your friends or family maybe from fear of being shamed or judged or simply lack of support. But you are reaching out on here so you still have some fight in you! Do you want to talk about it?

Hugs.. sorry that you are going through so much right now. It’s not easy trying to cope on your own and I thank you for the courage to come forward and share your story. I understand how it feels like at the end of the rope. The heart ache you feel in your chest and the low mood you are experiencing. Are you talking to a counselor or a therapist? If not, have you consider talking to one? I know some churches so offer counseling service. I hope you know you are loved and you are not a person without value. The road of recovery may seem long and dark but I wanna assure you that you can get better. I can tell you with confidence because I have been through my darkest. We are here to support you and journey with each other. Do continue to write down how you feel from time to time. It’s a good way to unload your burden. Be well and take care. Keeping you in my prayer. God bless!

You may not feel like people care or need you in their life, trust me I feel the same way. However, you have to know and remember that God loves you. He created you to love you. Don't let the devil win.