you have all probably heard everything i am going to say a hundred times, and for that, i am sorry. i just want someone, anyone, to listen to me with an understanding ear. i just feel like i don't have anyone on my side right now. it's hopeless. i hate all aspects of my life right now, and the good parts i have had are screwed up now too. I continuously have crying fits, my medication worked for a while but now it is worse than ever..... I just went to the doctor to up my dosage, but it hasn't helped as of yet. i feel so alone, with no one to talk to. i am embarrassed to talk to a psychiatrist.... the thought of someone seeing me this way scares me. i wish that on my way to work tomorrow i would get hit by a truck. i can't get my finances in line, i hate my job but i am stuck there, i have no firends, and my significant other is tired of hearing about it all and is threatening to end things becuase of my depression. i just want someone to be on my side and listen to me; someone who will not judge me. i feel like a burden to everyone right now. i want to shrivel up and disappear.... everyone would probably be relieved anyhow., they wouldn't have to deal with me anymore. please please please, can anybody help me? i am tired of feeling alone.
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