Don't die just yet...we can get to the bottom of this first...PM me, we'll talk medicine

I also have "Intestinal Malrotationi Presenting in Adult Life". My entire intestinal mass is counter rotated 270 degrees counter clockwise. I had a Ladd's Procedure (open) It did not stop the pain. I had another procedure to strip the adhesions from the 1st surgery, this past August. have recently tried Milk of Magnesia, but it burns my insides like hell. I take probiotics the 5x equivalent of Align, it helps cut pain. I also have Severe IBS. I'm really tired of living at a pain level of 7+. I seem to do better onI have IBS-C my own with Over the Counter drugs. I'm a twisted wreck inside. Both physically and mentally. Ted

Sorry, I seem to do better on my own with OTC drugs. I have IBS-C Milk of magnesia seems to make me burn all day. Ted

This was hard to read, I'm sorry you're suffering so badly. I have rheumatoid arthritis, so I understand pain; mine is under control right now with a drug called Enbrel, an injection once a week. Have your dr's prescribed an autoimmune medication? I've recently heard IBS is an autoimmune disease like R/A, but maybe not in your case.
I also understand wanting to die. For me that feeling doesn't enter my brain when I'm in physical pain, it seems to manifest itself when I'm suffering from emotional pain, such as depression. I'm on meds for that, too.
Please, don't make plans for dying, instead make plans to live. Remember, we are stronger than we think we are.

Sorry, I seem to do better on my own with OTC drugs. I have IBS-C Milk of magnesia seems to make me burn all day. Ted

Ah, I see. Are you drinking enough water?

Hey Ted, so sorry you are still suffering with this. Sending prayers.

So sorry you are suffering from these two illnesses. Living with chronic pain can cause depression. I hope the doctors will be able to do something for you and find medication that works without negative side effects. I will be praying for you.