Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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I want it over

invisible7777
invisible7777
Maybe find some way that it will end without suicide drink poison or something:(
WallyBear
WallyBear
Sweetheart,

I understand that you want the pain to end. But Please don't end your precious life.

There is help and hope for you. I Promise.

Please call 911 if you feel like you're going to do harm to yourself.
invisible7777
invisible7777
I think about wanting to due all the time not just know ive tried a couple timed but I guess wasn't good enough I don't know what's wrong everytime with my family I feel out of place and stuff usually end up in tears. I love them more then anything nut I guess just feel lLike a outsider everywhere I go. I'm spook tired
WallyBear
WallyBear
Honey,

If you harm yourself, you will hurt your family.

You need to talk with them. Let them know that you are in horrible pain. That you need help. They may be unaware that you are suffering like this.

Also, please keep writing here. We will all help you as much as we can.

Peace And Happiness To You
invisible7777
invisible7777
They know I have depression I attempted suicide a year and 4 months ago ended up in the hospital. But I do love them very much I just don't know why I feel like such a outsider.always out of the loop. I feel list of anxiety too nit just with family but everywhere. Hardly go a day without hearing in my head that I hate myself, I'm a freak, just anything negative then I have lots of days like today, where I keep wishing to vanish, be ten feet under I don't want to hurt my family but I feel so worthless . Just wish I find a way without suicide.
invisible7777
invisible7777
Thank you fir listening to me. I reLky appreciate it.
WallyBear
WallyBear
Sweetheart,

You Are NOT a freak.

We all feel a little bit like an outsider from time to time.
Even with the people that we love the most.

Suicide is NEVER the answer......... EVER!

You are a Very Precious Person. Please don't let anyone or anything ever tell you differently :-)
Stay Strong Honey :-)

Much Healing And Love And Peace To You
stevebhopes
stevebhopes
There is a group here for people who struggle with self hate as you are. Here is the link:
http://www.dailystrength.org/groups/self-hate-syndrome
Please consider joining us. I think you will find it to be a very loving and accepting place where you will find people who can relate to you. I have felt exactly as you feel and I am finding hope. So can you. Please don't give up and join us in the group.