I can't put into words how bad and hurt I feel. I am suffering from another major depressive episode. Its so bad i almost went to the hospital the other day i could not stop crying and i had this overwhelming feeling that i didnt want to live and that i cant keep feeling like this. i cant afford to go to the hospital and they dont really do anything anyway. This is making me feel hopeless and worthless. I feel so alone and scared. I think my support system is tired of seeing me go thru this, but im not feeling this way on purpose.
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