Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am scared to turn my computer and TV off and go to bed. I know that as soon as the distractions are gone my head will be flooded with painful thoughts. All I will be able to think about is how much I hate myself and how fat and ugly I am. I don't want to deal with this depression anymore. Want to be pretty and thin. I want to look in the mirror and be happy. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what else to do. I hate being on drugs. I hate being dependent on therapy. Why can't I just be normal? Seriously? Why do we all have to deal with these awful mental disorders? What the hell is the point anymore. damn it. I'm upset and angry and sad. Everyday I wake up and think "oh shit this again."
two, you are FAR from fat.
please don't give into the negative thoughts, especially these two that are NOT true. i am sorry you are feeling so sad. i wish i could say just the right words to make you feel better. but all i can say is the truth the way i see it. hugs
We depressives got saddled w/a chemical imbalance. It sucks, but there it is.
Are there things in your life, no matter how small, that are positive? Can you write them down?
If you find "normal", will you tell me where it is? (((HUGS))).
The huge key to meds that CAN fix the imbalance is finding the right one. It can take some time and unfortunately because we dont find relief quickly we think it must be us and that pills suck in general.
And, agreeinwith everone else that your hot.