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Honestly, I'm thinking to myself today and I don't really feel there's many options for me in this world right now due tot he fact I'm broke. I mean... yeah... let me get this off my mind.
Emotionally I'm confused. I feel like I can succeed at times, but times right now really concern me. I don't really know how to express love because my entire life I've experienced hatred towards the way I feel about people in my part of the world. I have a friend whose born wealthy and she likes me. I can tell she likes me because of the way she was behaving. I felt that I sort of liked her, but never knew how to express it due to the amount of problems burdening my life. I told her that I didn't exactly want to go there yet because I feel I'm not ready in life. She then continued searching and got a boyfriend elsewhere. What concerned me is that she told him she was loaded up front and I felt she shouldn't have... although that's her choice, I feel anybody will love you once they find out you're wealthy.
I honestly don't know how to express my love or how love essentially even works because I mostly get hatred in return to how I feel. I don't even know what my stance on love is really or loving her.. it's like I do but I'm conflicted. I wonder if I'm enough of a man to date her. I feel like I should pursue my goals until I come into my own and address most of the problems I have in life, like me being broke and poor. If I should even continue on the path of trying to reach my goals and aspirations. I feel like I should do this so I can make the decision with a clear head. I'm honestly confused when it comes to love or loving her.
My 2nd issue is I have a (small) concern for society having a revolution very soon or collapsing soon. Due tot he carelessness of the government and the poor decisions they've made. Besides the absurd lengths they're going to, to suppress peoples free speech. I know I probably shouldn't worry about that until it happens.... or at least feel optimistic that it will somewhat work itself out. I just don't want the fruits of my labor to be swallowed in the hell that would break loose if that ever did happen. Even though it's in the back of my mind, it has me somewhat concerned and makes me feel that time is running short. Hopefully this will all end well soon enough. It's one of the things I feel is somewhat apparent at this point. I don't really let it consume me though.
This is pretty much what's on my mind. I just hurl it into the stratosphere.
Emotionally I'm confused. I feel like I can succeed at times, but times right now really concern me. I don't really know how to express love because my entire life I've experienced hatred towards the way I feel about people in my part of the world. I have a friend whose born wealthy and she likes me. I can tell she likes me because of the way she was behaving. I felt that I sort of liked her, but never knew how to express it due to the amount of problems burdening my life. I told her that I didn't exactly want to go there yet because I feel I'm not ready in life. She then continued searching and got a boyfriend elsewhere. What concerned me is that she told him she was loaded up front and I felt she shouldn't have... although that's her choice, I feel anybody will love you once they find out you're wealthy.
I honestly don't know how to express my love or how love essentially even works because I mostly get hatred in return to how I feel. I don't even know what my stance on love is really or loving her.. it's like I do but I'm conflicted. I wonder if I'm enough of a man to date her. I feel like I should pursue my goals until I come into my own and address most of the problems I have in life, like me being broke and poor. If I should even continue on the path of trying to reach my goals and aspirations. I feel like I should do this so I can make the decision with a clear head. I'm honestly confused when it comes to love or loving her.
My 2nd issue is I have a (small) concern for society having a revolution very soon or collapsing soon. Due tot he carelessness of the government and the poor decisions they've made. Besides the absurd lengths they're going to, to suppress peoples free speech. I know I probably shouldn't worry about that until it happens.... or at least feel optimistic that it will somewhat work itself out. I just don't want the fruits of my labor to be swallowed in the hell that would break loose if that ever did happen. Even though it's in the back of my mind, it has me somewhat concerned and makes me feel that time is running short. Hopefully this will all end well soon enough. It's one of the things I feel is somewhat apparent at this point. I don't really let it consume me though.
This is pretty much what's on my mind. I just hurl it into the stratosphere.
Being a man has NOTHING to do with money. What makes a man? Or a woman? Integrity, compassion, values...lots of things, but money is not one of those things.
I've known rich people who behaved like scumbags, and I've known homeless people who were good and decent and honest. Money does nothing but make living a bit easier.
I somewhat just don't even want to explain what I wrote but that's what I meant.
Your second issue. I feel something's coming too, but it isn't bad. WE ARE THE 99 % you seen the zeitgeist films on youtibe? I was reading all that 18 years ago in my teens and felt hopeless a few years ago, but times are changing and it for the better. People are more compassionate as issues start to affect them. The world is changing. I'm excited, especially for my animals : )We always come up with ideas to adapt.Hakuna matata : )
As for finding love, be yourself, decide what you want to do with your life and go for it. The right one will come along , just be happy with yourself
I refuse to acknowledge anything relative.
I haven't watched television in two years, I don't catch current events online, I don't know what's 'in style', I could care less about celebrities/politics/religion/pop-culture....etc etc etc.
I'm done with it all.
As far as love goes...... well don't get me started :P
I've learned that 'love' is obscure.
I 'love' (and have loved) many people. But there are varying degrees of love, and none should ever be taken too seriously.
I won't get into why I feel the way I do, but I do understand your plight. Sadly I don't feel very optimistic about a positive direction for 'society'.
Hugs to you~
It is to weep.