I'm in a long distant relationship with my current boo. My boo added me on instagram a few days ago and I saw a couple of his pictures that he's single and trying to look for someone else. When I confronted him about it, he said it was from a couple of months ago from where he and I gotten into an argument, when I told him that I never wanted to speak to him again and that we're done.  My boo and I made up since that argument but I've been really depressed about it lately because it's starting to make me wonder if he really wants be single or is acting like he's single and wants to find someone else and cheat on me with another woman. Plus on top of that, he's not talking to me on a daily basis like he used to do in the begging and that's really got me wondering if he's cheating on me with another woman. I'm so depressed about it that I just want to self harm to take the pain away.