It is depression. I usually show the same symptoms. The way I find happiness is watch a romantic movie and be happy for someone else. Only problem is once the movie ends my depression is back. People say to read a book and sometimes I tell others to read a book but I have no motivation. I guess I'll just check on what others do later

I agree that it sounds like depression. I feel like that sometimes too. Not wanting to kill yourself but not really wanting to live either is hard to explain to someone. I feel that way too...
I strongly recommend counseling. My medications help some but my counseling sessions are what help the most I think. Both together is the best, never just medications alone. My counselor helps me see things in a different way and I love that. My perspective is often warped so she grounds me. I also think that a good snuggle with a cute puppy can help too. ;) There's nothing like the unconditional love from a dog! My dogs always brought me such joy; I'll be getting another one soon since I just recently lost my last one. I hope you find something to bring you joy soon. Feeling joyless is not a good feeling.

Be careful who you get counselling from. I once got counseling and did all exact opposite of what the therapist wanted me to do. I get this empty feeling alot as well. Good luck to you.