Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Rjremington92 09/22/2017

I hurt myself today. It's the only thing that makes me feel good. I'm a shitty person and I feel like I should be punished. I've done bad things and I can't handle the guilt. I can't sleep. I don't eat. I've lost so much weight. I feel so fuckin exhausted all the time. I'm emotionally and mentally done

suicidal 09/22/2017

I understand enjoying hurting yourself, I do too, but if it's just your way of coping with guilt maybe there's a different way you can make up for the things you've done.

justsomekid 09/22/2017

You're not a shitty person. I know that is probably the last thing you want to hear, but I think you need to hear it. You're not a bad person for the way you feel. You are very important. You should worry about taking care of yourself right now before anything else, then you can stress about whatever you feel guilty about. Take care <3

Rjremington92 09/22/2017

There's no redemption for me. I've accepted that. People like me don't get second chances. We are what we are and that's that.

justsomekid 09/22/2017

We are what we are, but we can change and learn from our mistakes. I'm sorry that you are feeling guilty. I can't imagine the pain you are going through. I'm here if you ever just want somebody to listen.

Rjremington92 09/22/2017

And that's the thing, I don't care to change. I've accepted I'm a monster and all I do, all I ever done is hurt the ones closest to me. I've got blood on my hands and it's never washing off

bridgie101 09/22/2017

So what's the worst thing you've ever done? I bet I've done worse.

Like; srsly. Tell me one and I'll tell you one.

:) It'll help you feel better.

euniceps 09/22/2017

I understand that people hurt themselves to try and cope with emotional anguish. They don't want to die they just want to end their emotional despair. Please talk to a trusted friend or health care professional. You need someone to guide you in dealing with your negative emotions. 'DON'T GIVE UP' and don't let your negative emotions be the boss of you! You can't fight this on your own and remember if we change our course God promises to 'blot out our sins' (Acts 3:19).

sweta2512 09/22/2017

There is always a new beginning on a new day.. i know i dont follow it but try with making yourself happy and focus on what makes you happy. Things cant be undone but since we have to live the life given to us we should try to live with doing even one thing better then the previous bad days.

sharaninmd 09/22/2017

Do you see a professional doctor and/or therapist?

bella57 09/24/2017

I like that you're here. Please stay.

Rjremington92 09/24/2017

You don't even know me bella57

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