Everything I do fails in the end. I feel so warn out. I just want to give up.

I see you are feeling so very down sweety and I replied to your journal just now.

You are never worthless.....you have so very much worth. Please don't disappear.

I can relate, however, to these feelings and I am going to be brutally honest right now and tell you for whatever reason, the fact that you are feeling this way is bringing tears to me. PLEASE understand I am not complaining about that, it's just fact. Maybe it's because I can really relate, maybe it's because I know that you are SO not worthless, maybe it's a combination ....at any rate, I am truly feeling your pain right now and please know that I will be keeping you in thought/prayer as I hit the bed here in a bit.

Hang in there sweety.....please....giving up is NOT an option!

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I agree so much with Kaino.........I know you are in pain.......... so many here are.......... and you don't feel lke you want to go on.......... nothing to live for.........so much pain......... but Please choose life. Please get help..even if you have before..... get it again............ I believe every life is precious........... and you are here ......... stay here....... keep fighting..........

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You are worth a lot to me, I am so so sorry you are in pain, but you are a lovely, good person.

You are my friend, you have never ever failed to be friend and make me smile. You are a talented artist, a good friend and a great person.

Please take care of yourself, you do deserve happiness and if it hard today, please just remember that I and many others think you're great even if you have a crappy illness that won't let you see it yourself. I think you deserve so much more, more real help, more kindness and more happiness, I am so sorry you aren't getting that and I really hope it changes soon.

You are my friend, and you are great. (full stop, end of argument :-P , you'll just have to deal with it! I'm right, you're wonderful!)

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just sit with us for awhile. im garbage too. a beautiful piece of garbage.

Please don't give up....there's no cure for depression, but there's always hope. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers. *Hugs*

Sabrina

I still feel just as bad this morning, but thank you everyone for the kind words and journal replies. They really do mean a lot to me.

HUGS

I hate myself. I thought today would be better but it isn't. Want to drink isn't that cure a depression with a depressant. I won't do it cause I'm going for a nerve conductivity test Monday and I want to be present as possible. I'm hoping they'll give me the full range of motion with my hand after more than 10 years. That's the stupidity of this I should be happ;y, yet I'm tripping in my tears. I like some company but I hate everyone. I won't answer the phone. I won't go outside. I won't shower even if it's gross it's the way I feel

I am sorry you feel this way. Know one is worthless. Try not to be so hard on yourself. Take care and all the best. Brad.