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I'm fine, really...(trigger warning)

fluterify
fluterify
I just want to hurt myself,
To cut again.
I want to starve again,
I'm sick of eating.
I am starting to want to kill my self again,
But I can't do that to my mom.
:'(
Alphonsus
Alphonsus
If you say you are fine, then I believe, at some level, that you don't believe yourself to be at serious risk.

That doesn't mean that what you are going through isn't hell. But it is good for you to reach out. There are people here who care a lot.

It doesn't help much now, but you will feel better again. I promise.

Hugs to you.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Really sorry to hear that. Maybe you should talk to someone about it? Hugs!
deleted_user
deleted_user
Hi Flute,

Clearly you are not fine, unless you are a masochist of course.

Nobody wants to feel what you are describing and I wish you didn't either.

So what are you doing about it? Seeking help? Doc? Don't sit there waiting for it to get better by itself, it will take you over unless you act. And now is a very good time.

Hoping for you.
deleted_user
deleted_user
More importantly you can't do that to yourself. You are so important to many people and your time here is not complete, you have much more to learn. Your just in a tough spot but you have the strength to dig yourself out of it. Tkae strides to improve your thinking. I wish you all the best..