Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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i'm drowning!

angelite
angelite
and even though i've called for help, so one wants to save me.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I am willing to listen and help all I can, but you have to be willing too. Gentle hugs xx
deleted_user
deleted_user
I want to save you, but I don't know how. all I can do is stay here and listen and hope you'll listen to what i have to say
deleted_user
deleted_user
:( Hugs hun xoxo
deleted_user
deleted_user
I know thats what depression feels like.
There are many hands here reaching for you and listening.
Hugs!
angelite
angelite
i think i am pushing those closest to me away and i don't mean to. why can't understand?
angelite
angelite
they keep doing things to "cheer me up" and then get angry with me if i don't "cheer up."

i appreciate it, but i don't want to be "cheered up," i just want someone to listen and help me get better. don't they understand?
deleted_user
deleted_user
they dont understand you?


< . . > you may be pushing them away because you dont feel worthy.. and thts not true cause ur a beautiful wonderfully kind person with a future that is going to be as bright as the sun one day
angelite
angelite
i asked someone if they could pick my medicine up for me and they got pissy.. so now i have to go out with my tear-stained face and snoptty nose.

FUCK!

all iw anted was a little help. i hate them!
deleted_user
deleted_user
No they don't and its not there fault,what they need to do is research your illness so they can understand.
Most people don't have a clue what its like because they havie'nt experianced it.
deleted_user
deleted_user
oh i c. your pushing them away i think cause right now there adding to the problems. :( im sorry id go get it for you if i could
angelite
angelite
i've tried everything to make them understand and nothing works.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Angelite i am here i will do my best just talk to me.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I am here if you would like to chat hun and so is eveyone else hun. If i could pick up your meds i would hun. You are not alone hun some people just do not know wot to do or say whan you are down hun just do not get cross with tham hun just tell tham how you feel if you can hun xoxox

Bump
deleted_user
deleted_user
The next time there sad and there crying and thye want your help you can say ... You know how you feel right now.. that's how I feel all the time... and you never understand... But I love you ... so im going to try and understand and help you.
angelite
angelite
i don't wanna be in this town anymore. it is too hard. too toxic. there is no love here for me.... i feel like everyone in this entire city is against me and trying to kill me.