I feel like that more times i can remember. Like, you keep going thinking you'll be happy someday but that day doesn't come. Actually, it seems that as days past by you are sadder and lonelier and you feel stupid for believing in happy endings because in real life you don't always get better after you hit rock bottom. is that how you feel?

I actually just joined this group because I'm feeling myself being dragged to the hole again, I actually think I'm already there... I can feel my mind getting slower and I don't want to be in zombie mode again. Do you think we can help each other?

Yea sometimes I'll have bursts of happiness and I get my hopes up and it just comes crashing down even worse than it did before it's to the point where I'm starting to feel numb like you want to scream but can't I guess and yea I think we could just shoot me a message anytime I'm up most of the night anyways

I feel the same way as both of you. I’d love to talk sometime and possibly share advice or just support?

Yea feel free to message me anytime