Hey hollz, i feel like you feel pretty much every day lately. Whats making you feel so badly? Are you in therapy?

My depression is due to a lot of poor choices ive made for myself regarding love and career. My soulmate just passed away from cancer so that was the breaking moment for me. i dont care about living this life anymore; theres nothing more here for me, so i tell myself. But i know thats not 100% true. im not suicidal but i welcome death. I just started therapy. Hoping it helps.

Keep reaching out for help and comfort. Dont stay alone or sleep the days away. Our lives are worth living. We have to find meaning and purpose. Find joy in little things.

calm down dear, theres no reason to think you should die at such a young age. there are to many possibilities for your life at your age. to consider ending it all now is a little premature. i promise you this if you leave the planet now this early in the game of life you will surly regret it. there are to many things that could happen to change your life for the better. just focus on improving your attitude and i know things will improve. your just starting adult lie and a lot of times it doesnt start well . but as you learn from your mistakes and learn the rules better things do get better. you must love your self first before others will. there is . there is over a half a billion people in this country , meaning there is several thousands of matches for you so find them should not be that hard. takes effort and strenght. so dont give up this eary in the game you should be able to win but it will take effort. nothing worthwhile in life comes easy the highest payouts take the most work. life is an experience so go experience it. good luck.

Holtz, I sometimes have to separate grief and depression. Depression lies, a lot. It tells us all is hopeless, we are hopeless, things will never get better, and spend all your time with me. Depression hates activity, so we begin the journey back up and out by doing a few things each day. We are here for you. Comforting hugs.

I could sit here and write a massive essay on how everything is going to be alright! But having been in the place you are in and knowing how you feel I will just say I’m here to talk if you wish! X

first relax your mind a bit ..depression is temporary..everything going to be okay..do something that makes you happy...don't be alone..hang around with your friends & plan a trip to somewhere where you love..so that will bring you joy into your life..suicide is not the right answer for every problem we are facing...im also battling depression..if you are having suicidal thoughts..talk to someone..please seek medical help.