I'm so sorry to hear that, my friends are keeping there distance from me too. I wanna be your friend :) but you would want a physical friend too, maybe hit a couple friends up and be like it's been awhile if that doesn't work go somewhere and talk to some new people, just don't meet people on meet me it's an app and it's full of bad people. But message me and we can be friends :) I need some too but stay strong it be like this forever it's just one time in life and there's plenty of years to go :)

I am sorry for the loss of your father and for the other things going on in your life. Have you talked with your school counselor if you have one? Maybe you could join one or two groups that your school offers. That way you could make new friends. You don't want to get yourself into any trouble. Is you mom or a guardian available to get you some counseling or therapy?

You should message me. I'm a fourteen year old girl with depression and am suicidal.

Hello,
The loss of your father must be awful. It seems that circumstances have gotten out of control since then. If you are interested I can message you some links to free resources. I used them when my aunt passed away. After she passed away (my boyfriend left me at this same time) I was abusing substances and had issues with my job...just kind of went into a tailspin after that. I didn't really know what to do, either.
Take care,
orion

Please don't do anything to get yourself in trouble. It won't help you and will actually make things worse. You are going through a lot right now, especially with the loss of your dad. Tallk to your mom about how you feel. She has probably already noticed that you are struggling but was waiting for you to go to her.

Thanks everyone for all the support, it really means a lot. Just an update I can't talk to a school counselor since I'm on summer break. Also my mom isn't supportive and says I just need to suck it up. It really hurts me to know that I can't even get the support of my own mother through a time like this. I'm just so lost. My feelings of sadness have been getting to the point where I don't feel anything else anymore. Now Im just a lifeless, fatherless unlikeable little fucker. My own sister made fun of me for having no friends, and having my girlfriend leave me, saying that its because I don't deserve happiness in life and she told me to end it all. I have never been suicidal but I think that may have pushed me to that point. I just don't have anything to live for anymore...

Please DON'T GIVE UP !!! Life is worth living. You just need some help to get thru this tough period. It's ok to ask for and need help. "Suck it up" is no answer or help at all. My mom tried to kill herself and I never got any support from my dad or my sister at all. Your sister is just being mean. She is hurting too like you but she is not ready to admit it. You are suffering from depression. Perfectly normal for someone who just lost a parent. PLEASE contact your local mental health agency. They can work on getting you the help you need. Every city or county has one. Just Google Local mental health or put in the name of your city or county and then mental health agency. Life is worth living. Please don't give up. I have been there. I was depressed all thru high school and after my mom tried to kill herself. I got into counseling and got on some medication and things got better.

Don't listen to your so-called girlfriend. Sorry to be so blunt. Recently there was a young woman of about 18 or 19 who is currently being prosecuted for encouraging her boyfriend to commit suicide. It was on the news in the US a few weeks ago. He did- and now it looks like she is going to jail. The case is setting a precedent for charging people with encouraging toward suicide. Possibly manslaughter or something like that. Don't be a statistic.

Only God is worthy of your affections, mind, body, and soul. We as humans will always fail each other. Only He gave His life for you and sacrificed for you.

Find peace, comfort, and His love, unconditional love in His Word. I don't know you.

I,do care about you. You are a creation from God. And He has an AWESOME plan for your life. Just seek and find Him.

I promise you He will not fail you. You,will not be disappointed

I just noticed a post from someone mentioning you lost your father?

I lost my father when I was 9 yrs old. Trust me. It does get better.

You don't have to learn the hard way, to lean on God. I choice the hard way and I was self destructive. I had so much anger. At my dad, my mom, myself.

I am now in my 60s, and it has been a roller coaster, but, I wouldnt give it up for anything. It took what it took to make me who I am now.

It will get better. Reach out to God. You can cry out to Him. He cares. My prayer for you is that He puts someone in your life that is a Christian.

I wish you could meet my sister. She's in the same boat. She is 15 years old, her mama is in rehab, her mom don't want her, my dad doesn't want her, and he sent her to my uncles in a small town. No cell phone, no contact with anybody and her friends just dropped her

Everything you said is almost exactly what she told me on the phone

and I've been through all of this myself.

I won't tell you it gets easier but I will say that it will be easier to deal ❤️ People are not like that everywhere. Maybe it's just your school or your town. You will find the right people who get it and don't treat ya like shit.

If you want a light at the end of the tunnel I have been where you are and I am 25 :) my life is far from perfect but I have managed to find real & honest friends. I still talk to my mama. I go do things I would do with her when she was alive like restaurants or buy books. It don't bring her back but it keeps her with me.

One more light? All your jerk friends who think they're such hot shit now are gonna be crying to you in ten years because now they're goin through their own things. All mine did.

Your life is still worth living. You may be a fatherless fucker but your not an unlikeable fucker.

It's a statistic. If there are 10 people in a room, 5 are indifferent, 2 like you and 1 may be your true soulmate or best friend.

You will find things you enjoy again. It's just hard when everything feels like shit. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Your doing good for havin to go it alone. There are people on your side, you just might not have met them yet.

And hey I like you! I don't want you to kill your self. I want you to stay alive ❤️ I want to tell my sister I talked to someone who's in her shoes. Who knows? Maybe knowing that saves her life too

Friends mean nothing. I haven't had many friends around and the few I had only created problems. Don't rely on friendships. The worst thing that has happened is your father's suicide. You must give yourself time to grieve. And simply let time take it's course. Time sometimes heals our emotional wounds.
What about seeing a counselor or a school psychologist? It can help to talk about things with adults in such positions.
You are young and have a lot of years ahead of you. Being a teenager is rough, but set a goal to reach your 20s and take it one day at a time.

I am so sorry that a young man your age is dealing with so much. Just know this,you are here on this Earth for a reason and even if you don't know it, you have a reason. Even though school is out, you can call the school and they may help you in the right direction. I say this because I am help kids like you and school as a teacher. You are not alone and you will soon see,that special friend may be there when you least expect it.

Update: Thanks again for being so nice. But I seriously can't take this anymore. It was my birthday recently and no one, not even my mother remembered! I know I shouldn't say this but, I hate her. I still don't understand what is going on. I mean, my life used to be awesome. I had the best friends, a loving family, an amazing girlfriend, I got good grades in school and I was the best soccer player. But now, god just looked at me and said, "Hey, you're life is going pretty well huh? Well fuck you, now everything you love and care about is about to blow up in your face." Ever since this all happened my self esteem and self confidence have went way down. I hate myself and I am starting to want to end it all more and more. I have no goals for my life anymore. All of my goals and life long dreams are destroyed, now that I can't have one happy thing happen in my life. For example, i used to love to play soccer (and i was pretty good.) But now that all this has happened i have no will to do it anymore. Oh did I also mention the one thing that I still loved died? It was my dog that I had since I was 5. He was my baby.. Just writing this is making me tear up. I cried more when my dog died than when my dad died. I literally have nothing at all now. Sorry for all this negativity but I just can't pretend like I do around everyone I know in real life. If I do end up committing suicide, its not your guys' fault. You all tried and I appreciate it. But I just can't live like this anymore...