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i cut really really bad...this time blood is pouring out i but i put a little pressure on it and its better....i cnt take it anymore..i cnt :(
i asked the fucking asshole called my dad if he cud take me to therapy if i pay the co pay and he told me to leave him alone and that he says thers nothing wrong with me ..he sai di make myself miserable and said i cud continue to cut he doesnt care...i hate it here soo much its soo dirtty and it smells ...he was saying how i try to talk to teachers at school (he works there) who else can i talk to? but now that i know that they tell him and crap idk who to trust...i give up :'(
i just rly need someone i cud trust
i asked the fucking asshole called my dad if he cud take me to therapy if i pay the co pay and he told me to leave him alone and that he says thers nothing wrong with me ..he sai di make myself miserable and said i cud continue to cut he doesnt care...i hate it here soo much its soo dirtty and it smells ...he was saying how i try to talk to teachers at school (he works there) who else can i talk to? but now that i know that they tell him and crap idk who to trust...i give up :'(
i just rly need someone i cud trust
I am a lot older than you but I can understand why you cut. I am a trustworthy person and would be glad to talk to you. You need someone to talk to.
You have your entire life ahead of you. My life is mostly behind me. I do have a daughter and I know the pear pressure and all that other stuff.
Please let me know you are alright?
Here is a link to their NJ website:
http://www.state.nj.us/dcf/contact/
their phone number to report child abuse/neglect is:
1-877-NJ ABUSE (652-2873)
. www.state.nj.us/dcf/index.shtml
i left home at your age (which i do not suggest) because i couldn't deal with the drama. what i discovered was that life in the 'real world' was much tougher, but my pride wouldn't allow me to turn back.
do you have a driver's license, or is there public transportation you could use to take yourself to therapy?
The people at school -- they may have been trying to reason w/ your dad w/o alienating him or getting antagonistic. I would still talk to the counselor there. He limits your access to everything else. You *need* some outlet where you can voice your pain and your concerns. Your feelings are 100% valid -- don't ever let him convince you otherwise!
Your dad is a mystery to me.
I really think you need to start coming up with a plan to get out of his control. When you turn 18 you won't be legally bound to your Dad but you may not have the resources you need to get away.
So no public transportation?