Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
i feel like everybody is moving forward and i'm not, they're light years ahead of me and i just can't compete with those bastards....i'm letting abuelita, Damaris, mommy, daddy, and worse of all Anays down cause she's growing up to be just like me. I want her to be nothing like me, i want to..idk get a job and make money to make it up to abuelita and the rest of them. I guess i just wish i could grow up and help them around the house more. But i got a short fuse and so much on my plate. I get anxious when they ask me to do something for them..as if i ain't got sh*t to do you know? but you know what's worse? i don't even do my work when i have free time i just lay down and think.
i'm a serious low life, lazy jackass and they don't deserve to be around a pathetic person like me. I'm a failure to them, a failure to all of you, a failure to myself. And i just don't want to deal with it, i mean even if someone tries to help me i can't accept it, i don't know how to...if i do anything i would have to do i by myself, figure it out by myself cause that's how it's always been.
That's not right tho, i fail because of me and no one else, they fail because of me. So know i'm just stuck cause i want hep but won't accept it.....i'm a big contradiction and it makes me feel like..fuck! i really am a defective human...sheesh i did a real bang up job on my iife
i'm a serious low life, lazy jackass and they don't deserve to be around a pathetic person like me. I'm a failure to them, a failure to all of you, a failure to myself. And i just don't want to deal with it, i mean even if someone tries to help me i can't accept it, i don't know how to...if i do anything i would have to do i by myself, figure it out by myself cause that's how it's always been.
That's not right tho, i fail because of me and no one else, they fail because of me. So know i'm just stuck cause i want hep but won't accept it.....i'm a big contradiction and it makes me feel like..fuck! i really am a defective human...sheesh i did a real bang up job on my iife
It is very frustrating. I think that we are our own biggest critic and that is worse than others doing it.
What is this feeling?
Is there a name for this shut down?
I know it is not just being lazy that is just you putting yourself down.
We both have a lack of self confidence. I qeuss.
I need motivation to do anything witch sucks.