I'm really sorry you are feeling bad. Please tell me more about why you feel this way? Depression, loneliness, life circumstances, etc,? I would love to give you my thoughts.

Don't give up! I am here for you if you need to talk, I hope you feel better

I was in a relationship for over a year things were bad from the start I know is toxic but it doesn't make it any better in the end we were constantly fighting arguing she started becoming more and more abusive towards me the final night she took it and she she told me what she was going to do she told me she was going to be herself have me arrested if I left her I couldn't stay there so I left and sure enough she had me arrested that night I lost almost lost my job could even still possibly lose my job if these charges stick I know I'm sitting here alone nobody to really talk to you and it sucks it hurts I want to be free I don't want to go through pain anymore you know I just wish I could find somebody that that actually like love to me Deadwood be there for me instead of setting all these high expectations but at the same time I understand why people end up going back to those abusive people they don't know where else to go I find myself almost dependent upon having some sort of human companion and without it I just become more and more depressed

You are o.k. man. The pain from lost relationships will fade faster than anything. You will move on. You will feel better. You meet somebody new. Have faith. Almost everybody is this life has gone through this. Some more toxic than others but we have all felt the sting.

But when do we stop having toxic relationships when do we start focusing on what is real time is just time and yet always the pain heals to some extent but they're still there and they still exist and you still struggle with them everyday so even when I do have relationships the past is the past and it haunts you sometimes the voices become overwhelming it's hard to distinguish between realityand I don't even know anymore medication hasn't even been an option in so long that I wouldn't even know where to start. So I battle my highs and lows. In hope for a better tomorrow.

I'm here if you want to talk. I don't want to exist anymore, but I can't complete suicide because my kids wouldn't get my life insurance, so i'm just hoping to die.

Don't worry. Just make your world bigger. Meet new people, change the type of people you interact with, find relationships that are non-toxic. Both friends and relationships. Cut out the negative. Good luck.

I hear you if I new my daughter would be okay I would be able too move on

What is the custody situation with your daughter?

Easier said than done I carry a large amount of friends in fact I don't socialize much I hate where I live been here for almost 10 years and don't know anyone I can trust.

Why do you hate where you live? Small town, big city?

My daughter she is mine. Has been for 10 years she doesn't have a relationship with her mother

That makes it easier. Can't you just move? Change can be wonderful.

I hate where I live because of the people. I'm here because of my daughter I didn't want to drag her across the country

This is all she knows knows so I did it for her.