Sometimes we all do (even the "sane" people)... what's eating you?

my brother who abused me is home.

There for a visit, the night, moved back in?
Sounds like a very bad situation... Is there anywhere you can go?

idk he was here last night...i saw him this morning but havn't seen him yet so i'm hopeing that it was just for the night but i hate not knowing. no there's not

I assume your parents know???
Sorry, I could be opening up a can of your worms . . . but you should talk with them so that they can tell you when he's coming buy, and maybe go visit a friend?

yes they know...he's in the army and when he got back i didn't want him to be here and i told them that and they knew it they knew i was really upset over it but they let him be here. he was here for about a month i think longer and my mom told me shed get him out by the time she goes back to work which was in like a week...so no she didn't get him out. she never tells me when he's coming over or how long he'll be here. she tries to get us to hang out, she'll trick me to go along wiht them but i've gotten smarter and figured it out.

just protect yourself for now till he's gone. Im sorry that you had to go through that huggs.

i'll try