I'm right with you. I feel like a very heavy burden to my family and friends. I feel like they would be better off without me. I'm glad you are seeing your psychiatrist and psychologist. They are staples in your life. Try to hang in there! A few weeks goes by fast. If you need to call a crisis support line please do. You can also go to the emergency room if you're feeling overwhelmed. I wish I could take the pain away. Being suicidal sucks. Remember that you can overcome this. It just takes time. Best wished to you!

You are going through a very difficult time but just remember that this too shalll pass. You are only feeling this way temporarily. You need to focus on good and happy things when you're feeling this way. You have so much going for yourself - you're pretty, you sing and play the guitar, you can cook. You have so much to give and share with other people. You said you wanted to get into physcology which means you must want to help other people. Which must also mean you are a loving and giving person.

Whatever happened before, you need to let it go. Forgive whoever, whatever it was. If someone hurt you, it was because they were hurt as a child. I justed finished reading an incredible book called "The Shack" by Wm. Paul Young. You should read the book - I think it will change your view of whatever happened. Hang in there Honey. Things will get better. Stop dwelling on bad thoughts and reliving the past. It's time to heal now so stop beating yourself. You only need to give yourself permission to heal and ask for the help you need. Big hug.

Thank you both for your support. I'm sorry I was being such a Debbie Downer. I was just having one of my super low times. Again thank you. You did help me get through this.