I'm so sorry to hear that you are going through such a tough time.
I can't imagine losing an eye--Yes it is ONLY one eye, but it's a vital part of your body and life experience. I am so sorry about work and your marriage, though I'm not entirely sure what is happening with that. I do understand how hard it is to keep overcoming one obstacle after another. I can't imagine that you are not grieving this/ these tremendous losses. Feel free to send me a friend request or private message. I'm here for you

Julie111,

I am so sorry you are going through this kind of thing in your life. I only ask you try to hang in there. I know that it seems that nothing will ever get better for you, and the world is a dark and scary place. But a lot of the people here understand what it is like going through rough times. I personally have not lost an eye, but I have seen what loosing your eyesight can do to someone.
My mother is having problems with her vision as well. I have seen her break down in tears thinking she will eventually go blind.

With her I can give her a hug, and comfort her while she is like this. I cannot do that for you over the internet, but I want you to know that there are people out there who are willing to be there for you.

Here is a virtual hug and a friendly shoulder to cry on. Hang in there.

Thank you for sharing. You are in my prayers. It is a mountain, but as you said, just another mountain, which means you endured those other mountains. I lost my livelihood due to a work accident, but then realized that I am not my livelihood. The job may be gone, but we remain. It does feel like being thrown out a train, seeing it speed away, and being stuck in the middle of nowhere. Thing is that there are some good things in the middle of nowhere, it just takes longer to find them. Good thing is that no limit on the time to find them, that is till we go Home. Often we are placed where we need to be, if even in the middle of nowhere, because others in the middle of nowhere need the company. I do greatly dislike having to be on disability from my work accidents, but it teaches me to be humble in accepting help. I pray this made sense, and that I didn't go on too long. Thank you. God Bless.

I'm sorry you are going through so many struggles. You're not alone. We're here and many of us have experienced similar ongoing hardships. It's really tough. I'm not sure why you sleep at your job..? Anyway, hang in there.

I own and drive a truck. Or rather i did. I have no idea what will happen now since i will no longer have a license to drive.

Check around, some states allow one to possess a cdl with only one eye.
I also question drs. Because my cousin was told he would never walk again and beat the odds and walks.
My h. S. Bestie was also told she would never regain any vision in her one eye. (Total blackness is all she could see in that eye)15 years later and she can see out of that eye. The visions not perfect, but shes no longer blind either.

So keep your head up, dont give up, and search for your options.

Absolutely, Julie, you CAN do this. I'm so sorry your whole world is being affected, but you CAN DO IT.

Sounds rough. I'm going to echo shadowlady ( above ). I say this a lot: Most of us are stronger and more resilient than we think we are. Just give your body what it needs to live, don't add to the problem yourself, and things will tend to work themselves out.

You have to be prepared for anything, if the UK was prepared for COVID then we would have not lost so many people to the illness. You can make it, just be focused and deal with your hardships.