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I wrote in the Breakup and Divorce section but no one seems to help so I came here since my last message was answered...ohh help me really I dont know what to think anymore...
I feel like my life is not worth it anymore, I cry all the time and pretend to my teamates that im ok. I left the guy I was with for 7 years, I feel like it was a whole big lie, I knew and understood that he was having problems with himself, Drinking and smoking pot alot and all of a sudden taking pills and and who knows coke as well. What makes it worse is that he could not talk to me about it but then to cheat on me with more than one person while I was away playing professional basketball, at the same time telling me that things with me and him are ok. Come to find out when I went to the states to visit him he started dating someone else a week before I came there. I had to find out through his cell phone. brought it to his attention all he did was say nothing and waked away. I packed my stuff and left and he still hasnt tried to contact me after 3 months. How can someone be so mean and hurtful, I was planning on moving there and starting my life with him. I dont even know who I am anymore.
I feel like my life is not worth it anymore, I cry all the time and pretend to my teamates that im ok. I left the guy I was with for 7 years, I feel like it was a whole big lie, I knew and understood that he was having problems with himself, Drinking and smoking pot alot and all of a sudden taking pills and and who knows coke as well. What makes it worse is that he could not talk to me about it but then to cheat on me with more than one person while I was away playing professional basketball, at the same time telling me that things with me and him are ok. Come to find out when I went to the states to visit him he started dating someone else a week before I came there. I had to find out through his cell phone. brought it to his attention all he did was say nothing and waked away. I packed my stuff and left and he still hasnt tried to contact me after 3 months. How can someone be so mean and hurtful, I was planning on moving there and starting my life with him. I dont even know who I am anymore.
Some people are just so insecure they can never settle and believe they are loved by one person so they go and look for the same thing elsewhere, as if to prove that someone can like them. Others just don't know when they have a good thing and are always on the lookout for something else. Then there are the types who are just a waste of time. No idea which category your ex falls into, but he certainly doesn't deserve you beating yourself over it. x
Take some time out and get your head clear, sort out who you are and what you want.
And just be thankful you found out what he is like before you dropped everything and moved for him.
I hope you feel better soon.x