I totally understand the feeling of not wanting to wake up, of wanting the pain to end. You matter, and whatever you are going through right now is important. If you don't want to talk here, I encourage you to call an anonymous suicide hotline or text the Crisis Text Line at 741741. Both are free and totally anonymous and can help you figure things out and get through the day. Please stay safe. Wishing you the best.

I can tell by your message that you understand. Thank you. I am working on getting through the day. I am currently crying while I write this. I forced myself to eat breakfast though and am going to force myself to get dressed and go to the store pretty soon. I may call suicide hotline later. I have been having a lot of suicidal thoughts and I do think about ways that I could do it but I won't today. I probably never would have the guts to do it and that actually makes me feel sad. No one deserves to feel this bad. Thank you again. It's so hard to be alone and feel so cut off but this site helps.

I am sorry that you are in so much pain. I understand what you are going through. Please don't harm yourself. Call the suicide hotline so that they can help.you. You are an important worthy person who deserves to be happy. You can message me if you want to talk.

You're right, no one deserves to feel this bad. Sometimes getting through the day is the bravest thing you can possibly do. I'm so glad you are considering calling the suicide hotline. You deserve all the support you can get right now. You got this. Hang in there.

It can be so hard reaching out when you feel this way. All of us here are either feeling or have felt the same or similar to what you feel. It's easy to feel like giving up. I am sure that you are so much more than this depression.
We are all just kindred souls who have this heavy burden to carry. I'll send you a pm.

Thank you guys. Your words mean a lot to me. I went out to store and took out trash. now i'm at dinner time. going to do that. thx for helping through this day.

Hey Wendy,
Just now saw this. I've felt like this, and I know what kind of pain this is... But you have all of us here on DS. I'm here for you. Never give in. Message any time.

Hi Wendy, I hope this site and the people here can be an avenue fgor you to vent. We know how you feel, please don't do anything to yourself as your story may make a huge impact on one of the women here. We all have a similarity, being that we have lossed our little one, but it each happened in a different way. Something brought you to this group for a reason

Hi Wendy, glad that you find this site helpful and can tell you are feeling slightly better already. That’s v good. It’s a daily struggle. Don’t give up just yet. See a counsellor,talk to a therapist or just talk to someone whom you can trust or here. You don’t have to suffer alone. We are here to journey with you and share your burden. Take care. Praying for you. God bless.