I just don't want to keep living. I want the torture to stop. Every day is hell, I want to go to sleep and not wake up. I pray for that each night, but god has left me here. I want it to end but can't take my own life. I wish god would have mercy on me and take me in my sleep. Maybe tonight. Maybe. If I am lucky I won't have to face tomorrow.
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